I've had a good day, though being newly minted single person does weigh heavy on my heart. Not for me the festive fun, present opening, or large meal. Rather the solitary pleasures of World of Warcraft, and my friends online. Thank you everyone for the last couple of days, it has really meant a lot to me, and with Fi away for the next few days it will give me the peace of mind to think through the New Year.
2010 could be an absolute disaster, or, as I intend, it will build on the confidence I got in 2009, and come this time next year I will have found my unicorn. In many ways I have lost so much this year, yet I feel as if life is right there for the plucking. The tears I shed have cleared to reveal a wonderful life that is rich in is variance, and as I listen to the CD David got me I know in my heart that I will survive the turmoil besetting me at the moment.
So, deep breath, smile on my lips, and a heart laugh in my throat. Let them throw their worst at me, and then I will rise from my knees to roar my defiance into the wind. Love, life, and all things creative - that is my future. Let 2010 be the year I stamp my creativity on the world, and let me be humble enough to know when to ask for help.
Thank you all for being a blessing to me,
Rachel
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